Emotionally, I've been a bit rocky lately. It's kind of hard to explain and I really don't think it would be a good thing for me to try to talk about it with a bunch of random people over the internet, but I think this part is okay.
So like I said, I've been a bit emotional lately, but it's getting better. It always does, but sometimes it doesn't always seem like that.
The thing I have to remember is that things will always get better. Even if things get bad, and I mean bad, and even if you start to go down that road, there's always light at the end of the tunnel. It'll be okay, I promise. You just have to hold your head up and continue walking because why stop halfway through the journey?
I'm still a bit shakey, but again, it's getting better. Honestly, it would probably be a bit easier if I talked to someone but I've always delt with this by myself, so why not continue for a little longer? I know how bad that sounds, and I know I should be talking to someone, but I think this is something I need to handle by myself. That being said, the time in-between is always the hardest.
This has happened a couple times before, as far as I can remember it's only gotten really bad around 3 or 4 times. "This" referring to depression. There are other things that come in between too, most of the time just feeling criplingly lonely, and a panic attack. I've only had one of those though (recently), and it was pretty mild.
Ha, looking back on what I just read makes me realize how absolutely dramatic that sounds. Sorry.
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